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Is there a right way for how this goes?
You've got your friends
And you've got your foes
They want a piece of something hot
Forget your name like they forgot


     "My name is Kaoru Hitachiin; Not Hikaru, Kaoru. You probably don't care either way." I sigh depressingly. "My friends have seemed to move on, even my dear twin brother has seemed to left me behind in the shadows."

Ain't that something

Some wanna see you crash and burn
Criticize your every word
I'm trying to keep from going insane
Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing


     "Nobody is here. Milord (Tamaki) ended up winning the heart of Haruhi. I had sacrificed so much because of that situation, I did it for Hikaru's sake. In the end I didn't help. Hikaru was left heartbroken and I didn't know how to react at all. I wanted to help my brother. . the one person that meant the entire universe to me. . As for the rest of the Host Club, Kyoya was always on some business trip. He didn't keep in contact with me. Takashi and Mitsukuni were in college, they called every once in awhile. . but I still felt incredibly alone."

Trying to be something..

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      "Why do I even bother to try for anything or anyone anymore? Am I doing something wrong that pushes them away?. . . Why has everyone found inner happiness other than I? Maybe I was born to stand alone." My auburn colored bangs fell into my face, covering my golden devil colored pupils.

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this

Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand

Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away

So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say

Say all that you have to say


      "I wish it was that easy. . . To speak my mind. To get my own personal opinion out. Sometimes I question myself if my opinion even mattered to anybody other than myself. Sometimes I really wonder. . ." I look up to the dark blue sky, it was nightfall and the moonlight seemed to light my face up a bit.

Is there a right way for being strong?
Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
Still I'm here just holding on
Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs

Just trying to show you something..
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      I look out at the moonlight, the only light brightening the dark lit bedroom that I once shared with Hikaru. Maybe I was better off alone.

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this

Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand

Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away

When you have today
You should say all that you have to say


      "If someone would come home...and hear me out... perhaps I could feel more comfortable. I used to be able to speak my mind with ease. But now that nobody is around, I cannot confide into anybody other than myself."

Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
Look to yourself and you might find something
It's time that we sorted out
All of the things
We complain about


      "But who?. . ."

So listen close to the sound of your soul
Take back a life
We led once before
If it ain't you then who
If it ain't you
Then who's gonna love you?


      "Who will love me?"

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this

Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand

Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away


      I hear movement at the front door. A set of keys jingled and then the lock clicked. Was it who I thought it was?

  "Hi-Hika.." I whisper softly, my eyes feeling moist.

When you have today
You should say all that you have to say


     My bedroom door opened several moments later after I had heard the front door open.

     It was Hikaru. Maybe I was dreaming. I knew Hikaru when I saw him, we looked identical so of course I should have been able to tell it was him. And yes, my beloved twin brother standing right before my eyes.

     "H-Hika...ru.." Without hesitation I threw my arms around him, burying my face into his chest. I started to cry my eyes out. Hikaru seemed surprised but he didn't budge. He held me tight just like old times, just like he always used to when we comforted each other. I let my tears spill from my eyes, revealing and telling my story of how emotionally depressed I had been. When I finally lifted up my head, my face was streaked in tears. The moonlight shone down on the both of us. My twin was finally home and this time, he promised he wouldn't leave again.

  "I'm sorry..." Hikaru placed a gentle and loving kiss on my forehead.

So when you have today
Say all that you have to say


-End
So, I was really bored this morning... and it's always been floating through my mind about how Kaoru feels about being lonely. So I wrote this. . anyways, my laptop is dying otherwise this preview would be longer.


Credit to the song is called "Scene Two Roger Rabbit" by Sleeping With Sirens.
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JSheWolfXxX Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014
This fanfic. The song choice. The feels. It all adds up to amazing.
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IW0uldBeSoHappy Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you. :)
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Maribeliza Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
AWwww.... ;.; Kaoru <3
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IW0uldBeSoHappy Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student General Artist
Did I make you sad? ;A;
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Maribeliza Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
Yes and no. <.< It produced Feels. o.o That's what one wants a story like that to do. I've always been fond of Kaoru.
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IW0uldBeSoHappy Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm glad you enjoyed.
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SniperWolfCorbit Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Student Photographer
I freaking love this! Your amazing!!!!
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IW0uldBeSoHappy Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Student General Artist
:iconblushplz: Awww, thank you very much~:iconsoulcryplz:~:heart:
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SniperWolfCorbit Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Student Photographer
your welcome
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Chloe-Xayne Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Oh my that was a tear jerker that was. I love the story. I have often wondered why Karou was so keen on getting Hikaru and Haruhi together. This story makes since. Thanks for the post. :)
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